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There's really just so much I can take as a person. Yesterday, my brother told me "everybody wants to be accepted". Am I doing everything just to get myself accepted as a good daughter, a good sister, a good friend, even a good classmate (in that case, class rep)? I do I desire all that? Or after all the cliques and group of friends, did I not realised that I am one that nobody cares about.

In a group of friends, there are people that everyone cares about, the are people that makes the group meaningful, but why am I always the one that wouldn't cause any problem if I don't exist? After times and times of brushing such thought away, it keep haunting me.

I'm not emo or anything. Just upset by the fact that I would never be good enough. Never. I never do well in any role I am entrusted to. Am I brought to earth to cause problems for others or to waste earth resources? Why did god even made the decision for me to exist at all? Must be a mistake.