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Despite not being able to change my marks and getting scolded by my lecturer, I never regretted going for the appointment today. Why? She told me, these few boys told her I forced them to show me their codes. When I only asked them for help. I'm not upset about her thinking that I copied but for my friends to say that.

Just because you are afraid that the lecturer penalized you, you said I forced you to let me copy? Is that even a fact, you know it inside you. Why am I so disappointed in them when they are only people I know for 6 months? What a wake up call to not trust people around you.

I wished I could go back to my secondary school life where you can simply trust someone with no strings attached. You guys showed me the ugly side of humanity, you taught me to guard yourself against everyone. I don't know why I'm so hurt by their move. You could have tell me you don't want to teach me, that's all.

Polytechnic? It's just the start. I'm sick and tired of it already. I'm really exhausted. Please, just take your masks off. I'm surprised how after you told the lecturer all that, you all can still talk to me like nothing happened, like I will never find out. I was wrong. It's not that I don't want to fit in. I can't, I really can't.

Update: I'm sorry, I shouldn't have blamed them. It's my fault.