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very badly. I don't know why either. As promised, facts about me coming up. But I don't think I can come up with 100. We'll do five first in this post. Let's start we some birth defects. I'm born with a lot.

5. My fourth toe look exceptionally short. My toe on the right leg looks okay, but the left side... sigh. I don't know how to explain. It's awkwardly short. Ignore my bad pedicure.

Righty, I'm done with five physical facts you most likely wouldn't know about me. I shall do more next time if I'm not lazy. Laughs. More post coming up! :D

Hi, I'm back with loads of photos. Actually, not that much. Smile is the same in every photo. Been kind of stress lately due to examinations period. Also, by my dad and his mentality. How he have changed. From the guy I loved with all my heart, whom I respected to no end. Maybe then, I was too young to see his flaws. But at the end of the day, he's still my dad, what can I say?

Brother has apparently left for National Service at Tekong. Sighs, so the heavy burden of doing everything that my parents are lazy to do is on me. Talking about my brother, not many people know who is he right? He's actually 4 years older than me. Oldest in the family and the only son of my parents. Therefore much responsibility of the family is on him. He's sometimes very sarcastic and irritating. But when you are really in trouble or anything bad, he would be there to help. Not the best brother in the world, but the best I ever had (sings to Drake's song).

The above photo is from this year's reunion dinner at Sentosa's Seafood republic. My brother sometimes do Stand Up comedy at Clarke Quay as a hobby. But as he went to enlist, he wouldn't be able to do it for the next two years. I, personally haven't been to any of his stand up, but here's a video of him doing it. Click here to thumbs up this video on his facebook!! Give him some moral support ley! :D

Below are some photos of us going to Yii Mei's house to surprise her on her birthday, 16 August, in the middle of the night. That basically explains why there is only four of us and why the birthday song is so whisper-ish.

Here's a link to the video of the birthday celebration. I'm not sure if it's limited to the birthday girl's friends only, since I am unable to download it and embed, but you can try! (:

I basically think that I did badly for my last two papers. So, I shall go do some last minute revision on my Social Media Marketing module before I flunk that too. Bye.

Above, Ms Lee is one of them, and Mr Tang. This sounds awkward considering I always call them Hwee Theng and Alvin respectively. Some people think that it's not respectful to call lecturers by their name, but truth is, I respect them more than I respect those that I refer with Ms/Mdm/Mrs/Mr.

Many people say that Polytechnic teacher's can't be bothered about their students. That's not totally false. I mean, yeah there's good teachers, but there are also those that only care about themselves and their salary. To me, it those foreign teacher's. Sorry to stereotype, but this is how I'm been treated by them. Don't even taking the time to give your students time to state their stand? Sorry, I don't respect you at all.

This is getting very rant-y. I've been rotting at home surfing the net like a couch potato for the past week. Cause no one call me go out lah!!! ): Kayluh, I don't siao already. Goodbye.

Darrell, Lee Rong and I went early, so we sat at McDonald's and start chatting. We chatted about our polytechnic life. Seems like my class is quite normal. If you understand what I'm saying. So at around 12:30 am, we walked over to Jurong Safra. Then we start playing pool until Elton comes over after his movie.

Nothing much I guess, left Safra at 4:00 am then went to Jurong Central Park for supper? They had family box. :)

Huge. Shorty, Xiang Qi and her boyfriend left and the rest of us engage our self with a webcam session. (:

Then Elton left while I wait for the with the rest of them for the train to start so they can go home. Just look at how tired they are! Hahaha.

Kay, this post is so lack of words. I don't know what to say. More photos at the link below. Going to school for optional maths lesson tomorrow. (:

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There's really just so much I can take as a person. Yesterday, my brother told me "everybody wants to be accepted". Am I doing everything just to get myself accepted as a good daughter, a good sister, a good friend, even a good classmate (in that case, class rep)? I do I desire all that? Or after all the cliques and group of friends, did I not realised that I am one that nobody cares about.

In a group of friends, there are people that everyone cares about, the are people that makes the group meaningful, but why am I always the one that wouldn't cause any problem if I don't exist? After times and times of brushing such thought away, it keep haunting me.

I'm not emo or anything. Just upset by the fact that I would never be good enough. Never. I never do well in any role I am entrusted to. Am I brought to earth to cause problems for others or to waste earth resources? Why did god even made the decision for me to exist at all? Must be a mistake.

Kay, what sparked me to write this post. Yesterday I was surfing Facebook, (Yes, not studying) and I decided that it was clever (was not) to surf through all 4,356 photo tags of me. At the same time, I was obsessed with "MP魔幻力量 - 放了自己" so I was looping it while browsing through the photos. Mostly about my pathetic secondary school life that I pretty much regret to no end.

My secondary 3 life I think. Not much of a clique but we just decided to take photo together. I remember that day we were playing Mahjong with the elderly and I won multiple rounds! The second from the left is Shu Hui. She was close to me since Secondary 2 if I'm not wrong. Then we quarreled because of I don now what reason. Then we drifted apart and she became close to the Vietnamese and Chinese classmate and me, became friends with...

Secondary school life was a good time. Who would have forgot talking none stop at the back of the class, getting chased out of class for laughing too loud. Walking out of the class because I am unhappy with the teacher. Hurling vulgarities to the teacher and telling her that the person whom spitted on her was my idol. Okay, after reading all those, let me emphasis, I am not an ahlian, I am just rebellious.

Oh yeah, and the huge fight I had with this guy. Friends, quarrel, friends, quarrel. Hopefully this cycle had stopped. Hopefully.

I am not friends with neither of them on the above anymore. What a pity. But what past is past. Everyone has moved on. I mean, I don't even know what happened, I mean it like happened too fast for me to even know what is going on. One of it is, I suddenly saw him scolding me on his Facebook and Blog for I don't know what reason. Maybe after he know I had a crush on him and he's scared. But then again, I soon realized it's not a crush but like you like too long, and you got used to it. I told him that, but I don't know what happened luh.

About the other guy, well, it's just that, I don't know how to explain.

BRADAAAAAAAAAA~~~~! That's what they reply when I shouted SISTAAAAA at them. I miss those time where we played our hearts out not caring about what everyone think about us and how our exams would turn out to be.

My dining etiquette course. My sister say I didn't learn much considering the way I eat now is no better. *grins*

Even picking up litter was fun when I'm with them.

We were the loudest in our school. Always the hot topic of our school's staff room for doing ridiculous things and the most worried graduating class cause we never settle down to study, always the last in our cohort.

Well, I don't blame then for worrying, considering only 2 of the 35 managed to go to JC, and around 15 to Polys and the rest, retained or ITE. Some of you may know I am against cliques. Some of you know why, some of you don't. So let's move on, while I tell you why.

Let me introduce you to: SoDaPia. If you have been reading this blog since the very first post, you would have know everything, pretty much. But I doubt anyone cares to do so.

So this is how it happened. I had been with this clique for two months. It had been fun. But it's a had been. How it all started? I don't know. I think it's because of us deciding to go out. If I haven't remember wrongly, it's for me to forget certain things (?).

Time of my life, definitely. But it's over.

Like this dog. ): Cute doggggggggie. Oh well, don't think I didn't move on, I've moved on quite well, to be honest. At least, I'm not stuck in the moment. (If you understand what I'm saying), rich sarcasm there.

I made it sound like I don't have friends that have been with me through thick or thin. Well, I actually have.

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them.

Thanks for being there for be despite me neglecting them when I had a clique. But when it all falls apart, they were there. For years and years to come. I love you.

Today, my mom told me the doctor was unable to tell my gender when I was in my mom's tummy. She only knows my gender when I'm like out of her tummy. Seriously ain't it obvious that I'm a girl, the doctor's a noob! ): Kay, stop all the bullshit already.

If you have been my friend on Facebook, or following me on Twitter, you would have known that I've been upset about my project, away for cruise, came back, school everyday. My project presentations has always been bad. Mostly having lecturers thinking that it's not enough. But oh well, it's over, so let's not stress about it anymore. Let me show you something.

BOOYAH! Retarded face while presenting for my Social Media Marketing module. Remember the Facebook page that I've been begging all of you to like? Yeah, it't this module. I don't even know who took this photo. ): But this ain't the worst photo of me that day, you just wait for it!

Few days ago it's this dude's birthday. Had a hard time planning his birthday. As a class representative, I guess I wasn't responsible enough. A quarrel was caused and I'm pretty sure I'm responsible for that. I'm only I was clear with that is supposed to be done. I'm so freaking guilty about the whole thing. Sigh. But still hope he enjoyed his day. And Haseena's birthday!! Wanted to celebrate for her, but it's fasting month. Also cannot force them stay back to break fast together. In the end, didn't even sing her a birthday song. Damn guilty. KAY, YOU CAN STOP STARING AT MY TUMMY ON THE PREVIOUS PHOTO. ):

Photo that I took during Rendang cruise and below are some scattered photos of my poly life, enjoy.

Kay I shall come to the end of my blog post. The worst photo of me that I promised you? Yeah, but be mentally prepared. I didn't pose for that. If you are alone and in the middle of the night, you've been warned..

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BOOYAH!